Tomorrow is a new start

Today was rotten.  So I am allowing myself to cry.  But that's it.  Tomorrow is going to be a new start.  And even if I have to figure out some strategy to keep it together, I am not coming back to this pity party.

Sometimes God answers prayers and the answer is not what we wanted.  But it is an answer.

I knew in my heart what needed to happen in this specific area of my life, but I was not strong enough to make it happen.  I have fought the decision, and clung to hope that if I just held on it might just work out.

But God has bigger plans for me.  I know He does.  And just hanging on is not what He wants for me.

"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."

Jeremiah 29:11

PS - This post is not directly related to my adoption story, but just a relationship issue.