Wednesday, June 8, 2011

Tomorrow is a new start

Today was rotten.  So I am allowing myself to cry.  But that's it.  Tomorrow is going to be a new start.  And even if I have to figure out some strategy to keep it together, I am not coming back to this pity party.

Sometimes God answers prayers and the answer is not what we wanted.  But it is an answer.

I knew in my heart what needed to happen in this specific area of my life, but I was not strong enough to make it happen.  I have fought the decision, and clung to hope that if I just held on it might just work out.

But God has bigger plans for me.  I know He does.  And just hanging on is not what He wants for me.

"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."

Jeremiah 29:11
PS - This post is not directly related to my adoption story, but just a relationship issue.

1 comment:

m&msmommy said...

I haven't been able to comment on your blog FOREVER (not sure why, Blogger wouldn't let me) but please know I've been thinking about you and praying for you as I've read these last few posts. God does have bigger plans for you, for all of us! :)