Wednesday, May 11, 2011

So sad

I just cannot get past the tears this morning.  I woke up with a piece of my heart missing.  I desperately want to see Brit.  Where does this grief come from?  Why does it sneak up when I don't expect it?  I wasn't ready for this today.

I guess I will just sit at my desk and cry all day.  I hate this.

What ever made me think I was strong enough to do this.

5 comments:

birthmothertalks said...

Awwww I been pretty sad too lately. I been wanting to see my daughter but she won't commit to a date and I don't want to push her. But it makes me very sad. I feel like she is slipping away from me for a second time. I know it's so hard living through the sadness day after day and trying to be happy because well it sucks to be sad.

~Katie said...

I'm so sorry for your pain today and everyday. Hang in there and know how much she is wanted and loved by her parents. I think your strength is inspirational.

Heather @ Cancer Mommy said...

I'm so sorry friend. Huge hugs!

racilous said...

Grief is like that, it sneaks up on you. I try to let myself just be sad some days, because when I get too busy and don't let myself be sad then I get hit over the head with it.
But there are people who care, and who understand, you're not alone in this, and you are strong enough. Huge Hugs

Rebekah said...

Big hugs...