To all who have read my blog, commented or just prayed silently for me,
I appreciate all that you have and continue to do to encourage me.
You have all been so kind and supportive, thank you.
I will admit that I have done little but cry for almost 24 hours. But the few moments of joy that I am able to salvage from my day generally involve words of encouragement from all of you.
I am trying very hard to hand this over to God because I am not doing a good job of bearing the burden on my own.
Thank you again for the prayers, for all of us.
Truly that is the only thing that will change what exists here.
I cannot do it on my own power. I cannot WILL someone to extend me grace. I cannot beg for someone to WANT to have a relationship with me.
So I have to let God handle that.