There is no reason that today shouldn't be a great day. I have a little time to myself before I pick the boys up from spending a few hours with their dad. I volunteered at church and the kids I taught were great. But I just can't shake the blues today. Some days are just days for crying, and today is one of them. I should be thankful I have a busy afternoon planned with the boys because it keeps me functioning when I don't feel like it.
I got an update from Brit's parents last week. I always try to email them on her "birthday" each month. She turned 5 months old last week. Dad sent the response back to me this time. Said Brit just started trying solid food for the first time in the last couple of weeks. Avacados. I love avacados. A great choice for a first food. She looks so big in the pictures. No hair still. Drool down her kissable chin. And still baby fat rolls everywhere. I couldn't help but want to snuggle her up.
I thought this blogging would help me process the tears. It is just making it worse today. Yep, today is one of THOSE days. Just gonna have to live through it.